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This entry is for the world and everyone in it....





What the fuck do you want from me?

Am i not what you wanted......

You fucking poke and prod and stab but still i remain unfased and unchanged.....

Im one of the few who refuse to change because i refuse to be you........

I refuse to lead a pointless life and acknowled the everyday hustle and bustle.

Get up go to school or work come home eat and do it agin...

Thats not living that being dead with a pulse...

A sleepwalker...

You dont know how i feel or who i am....

I am just a number to you and thats all i ever will be and still you think you know whats right...

Bullshit you dont know anything......

And the worst part is the few who remain my dear friends...Those left in the struggle to live not just exist....

Those who have fallen cracked under the stress of society because as great as you think life is it sucks just as bad. I myself have to admit i am starting to crack......

I cant take it anymore......

So this is from one of the few to the many thats left....Hold strong.....

Because there is so much more to life than a paycheck.....



This goes out to everyone i love and care about....Drew(aka alicard420)....Jessica( aka Poisonedregrets) and last but not least Jenny(aka Novemberrain) I miss you all with all my heart and for reall i dont know whats left of me..........